amputated like half of a semi-detached house

lobotomised adult

the chosen victim

or the altar of survival

at any cost

it chiseled hollow figures of unprecedented

It flattened out the twinned beauty and harmony

the safest place

the genocide over and over

human animal exists as

a living Memorial to Genocide

hatred

void

love

traces of the past

trailing

make-up flakes off dead souls

faces of a temporary grip on

vulnerability of self

presence of the present moment

liberated presence

space, spaciousness

I

I

hovering

direct experience

luck, good luck

lack of past a good lack

stable now

uncontainable mind recognition

brain based

wired crosswired rewired

undernourished

overstrained

I need to be strained

undeniable presence