Chest opens wide and waves of desire shoot at my body
Body’s collapsing
Mind’s collapsing
Under such heavy attack
The gates to everywhere open up
But I collapse
The dead within urges forward
”Let’s go, let’s go!”
But my body swells
I can’t breath!
Who do you desire?
My chest explodes again.
I’m not, not any more
Desire: the resurrected desire of the ancestors
Body collapses when they desire
Mind collapses when they desire
Am I more me now ?
Am I less me now?